Why I do what I do

Being the creative type that I am. I love working with my hands and working with the beads and the wire and charms help to calm my mind. I have always found that if I keep myself busy then i will keep my mind busy to. The reason I find doing the beadwork so therapeutic is because I suffer very severe anxiety and the beadwork helps to keep me from freaking out at every turn because this gives me something to concentrate on. I have found that with anything that i do. It has to be a constant stream of activity in order to keep me calm.

I love playing with colours and textures and different things because then I get to experiment and see what i come up with. Even in school. I found the same thing, I had to have a constant stream of activity around me otherwise, i found myself getting very upset all the time over the simplest things. Since I learnt that this was the case with me, I have always tried to make sure that I had something to do all the time.

I do what I do because I want to be able to make people feel good about themselves and to feel special in some way or another. I know how it feels when everything about you is used against and you are made to feel worthless, it is a terrible thing to go through and medication can only do so much. That is why i always try to find mentally stimulating things to do in order to stop the anxiety from taking over because when it does, its very difficult to get things under control again if you don't know how to deal with it in the first place.

Always keep yourself busy at all times and make sure you have a constant stream of activity around you. It makes things so much easier to deal with when you are surrounded by a severe amount of pressure. It can be very overwhelming. That is when i just take a deep breath and do things slowly. Its much easier to calm yourself down that way.

I found something that I am very passionate about and i intend to pursue this right to the end and to grow it into something incredible. It has always been a dream of mine to have my own business and this is just the beginning of something truly incredible.

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