Taking back control

Hey everyone. So since my last post, I was faced with yet another major episode , which saw the end of my anxiety controlling me. I actually decided last night that I would no longer allow it to control every aspect of my life. It was quite overwhelming because I went into practically full blown meltdown mode. I felt like a complete wreck because I have been through so much and I really felt like I wanted to curl up into a ball. Got struck with a massive spell of utter fear. So I literally sat on my bedroom floor almost screaming to myself to think about what to do to get myself out of this mess. It was at this point that I knew that it was time for me to let go of all fear for anything I have faced and stand up against the anxiety and decide that this would no longer control me or my life.

I can feel the tears welling up in my eyes as I type this because it was really tough for me. I pulled through it and slept like a baby last night as a result of this decision and this resurgence of strength within myself. Today has actually been a really good day for me as a result and I got alot done. Even listed the store in Google My Business, so when you search for me, then you will find the listing very easily.

It has felt like forever since I could do that much business wise in one day. To be able to work during the day and then carry on with the little things at night has been challenging but I have finally been able to get organised enough that there will be alot more activity from me and the business. I have been on the go almost non-stop today. A big thing for me to be honest especially of late. I have had so much going on that it has been tough to concentrate

I am so proud of how far I have come in the last few weeks. It is probably the most growth that I have experienced as person, everything just seems to get better and better and I am very happy about that.

I haven't forgotten about #ootd so I will keep it to today for the time being and then as I get a lot better then I will show you more things more often. Just bear with me, I will get better I promise.

So, here goes:

Had a real classic in the little starlet today, check this out:

It came together so beautifully

So, I will be spending more time in the park from Monday, my lovely sanctuary, I love the place. This morning I took a picture of the skyline from a different angle and it is absolutely breathtaking, seeing the rolling hills of the landscape, have a look here:

So, I am going to make this quite simple, if after reading my story and someone turns around to you and tells you to just get over whatever situation you are facing and you need to gain control, know that it is possible to choose to no longer let it control you. It can be done. If they tell you otherwise then they have no place in your life in any way, cut them off. We all face issues at some point and they canbe overwhelming, but it can be resolved very easily. I have done it and so can you. Mental health is no joke, it is a serious matter and not something to sweep under the carpet.

So, on a lighter note, have an awesome weekend and I will see y'all very soon

Happy Friday

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