Epiphanies and "aha" moments

So, something dawned on me this morning and it had to do with my creative side. You see, when I was about four or five years old, I liked to mix different styles and patterns and all kinds of things when it came to clothes and one day when my own mother saw this she turned around to me and said you can't dress in that way and I turned around and told her, and I quote "You are not my fashion consultant" I think she might have taken it a bit personally. I didn't like upsetting her, so I listened and she would dress me. Had she encouraged it, which would have been unlikely at the time, my creative side would have probably come through much sooner and I would have pursued this much sooner.

I was a different person up until 11 years ago and over those years, I have made quite a few confessions to my mom about things I wanted to do in those previous years and one of them was to travel around Europe after I had finished school and I should have told her because I know she would have let me do it then. Even now, she would have let me. I eventually told her in 2013. She was quite surprised that I hadn't told her. I think a part of her wanted to get me out of the country for various other reasons at the time.

I admit that at the time, I had found it alot harder to express my desires back then compared to now. It is alot easier nowadays to express and articulate what I want and for the most part, or almost always, I do get it. Its an great feeling when all your needs and wants are met and over the last couple of years, those needs and wants are being met sooner and at a rapid pace as well. As the saying goes, ask and you shall receive.

It can be quite frustrating when you are trying to get something in your life in one or other area that needs improvement. It has become alot easier for me in that time. I have been able to gain and hold onto alot of the things that I have wanted, including love. That has been the most recent. I am definitely #manifesting my dream life as time goes by and #achieving my #goals one by one.

That is the thing I have been delving into over the last few months and it gets easier and easier for me. I have been using the #lawofattraction and it has been quite fun. The nice thing is that it starts to take effect almost immediately, sometimes overnight when I first start to adjust to the changes.

Thanks to this I have been able to have these regular #epiphanies and #aha moments. What very few people understand, is that it has everything to do with the mind so whatever you are thinking is what comes into your life, regardless of whether it is positive or negative thoughts. The negative ones, tend to surface when life gets in the way. They can really happen at any time and if you want things to improve then you have to change the thoughts that are resulting in your life being the way it is right. One very important factor to bear in mind is that "thoughts create things", so what ever you are thinking, and what you are thinking about will #mainfest in your life as a result.

This has also been a factor in my recent #growth spurts in my life. A few people will most likely roll their eyes at me as my father has.

So, let's have a look at the #ootd from the last couple of days, starting with yesterday:

Winter is starting to set in, so the winter stuff has started to come out again, like it has today:

The little starlets on show right now are also really shining bright at the moment, here is yesterday's:

And today's one also just shines so beautifully, have look at this:

So, let's combine them in a complete outfit and show you the image of perfection, in my eyes anyway:

Today's one is also a stellar combination, check this out:

Although it has been getting quite chilly with the impending onset of winter, it has still been so beautiful these last couple of days, this was yesterday's:

The gates into the park, carpark is still closed off to cars at the moment because of the lockdown but we can go in, people just have to park outside the gate at the moment, it is still my sanctuary and has continued to play a pivotal role in my journey of healing, this was this morning:

I will admit that I feel a little bit foolish having not realised things sooner but I am only human after all. So, with the progress I have made, it has been a great starting point to further myself and all my dreams and desires.

So, until the next time we meet. I will see y'all soon.

Happy Thursday

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